蕙之世界

This afternoon i went to check out the industrial training in Japan in our school’s office. Unfortunately, the clerk there knew nothing much about it except that there’ll be two interviewers who are Prof Fauzi and one representative from Japan. Well, i think i really have to give it a shot since no further details are known. Besides, the industrial training list is out. However, not much companies offered and don’t feel like applyiing for the companies stated in the list. Arghh…. Till now haven’t made up my mind which companies to apply… Maybe really have to send my resume out to all the companies i’m interested and let fate decides..
It’s the first time in this week i went to the library. Heard a lot of people go there for revision during study week and indeed, it is, my favourite spot was occupied and i had to go somewhere else. Anyway, it’s a succesful morning as i managed to finish the part as planned. There’s one foreigner who has a very special way of studying in the library. Despite of the people sitting nearby, he walked to and fro while studying, or was he memorising things? I’m not sure. Just that it’s quite distracting and a little irritating for me as he walked to and fro, though he didn’t actually walk very near to my place, but it’s just few metres away…. and i could hear the footsteps ( not really loud though ) even with my mp4 on… I guess i’m the one who can’t fully concentrate while studying… looks like still a long way for me just to learn how to concentrate in doing things…  add oil, in whatever i’m suppose to do… and to you too

Heard about industrial training in Japan in the evening and yes, it’s very exciting yet giving out some worries to me. I have wanted to go and experience the industrial training in Japan but somehow worried about not successfully adapted to the local lifestyle. Besides, I did not bring along my formal suits and have no slightest idea about the Japanese company which will interview us on next Tuesday. Anyway, I’ll be giving it a try regardless of the outcome. Hehe… no ‘try’ no gain right?

However, there’s a sudden change of mood at night. After browsing through one of the blogs, my feeling became complicated. I have always realized that it is so, just that I myself keep on giving excuses for it. I have sensed that we are no more to you unless when you need a favor from us. I have never shared this feeling out because I hope that I got it wrong or maybe I was too sensitive but seems like my hope is fading away. I really do feel so. So what should I do? Be more insensitive and let it be whatever it’ll be? Or I should do something to get it back? Or am I too demanding?

p/s: written yesterday night and should be posting it yesterday night but kinda lazy to online, so here it is, posting it today. Well, look back what i jotted down yesterday night, i have a slight moment thinking of deleting the latter part. Anyway, it is just the feeling i had yesterday night and now, i think i’m okay already. A good night sleep is so improtant for me to forget about all the worries and unhappiness sensed that i have posted two posts these few days, which rarely happened before. I guess, it’s really boring in the room facing books, and books and also wall. :p So here i am, wandering around..hehe… Anyway, it’s time for me to pick up my notes again… sigh.. still, good luck to my friends facing final..

Now having study week, already the second day but still haven’t found the studying mood yet.. wonder when it will come.. This semester i will have five papers within three weeks, from the third day to the last day. This means that i have quite a lot of spare time in between papers. Thus, i’m not really worried about whether i can finish studying and revising but rather i worry how am i going to spend the time here in this boring campus… :p

last week i finished one japanese drama, Zettai Kareshi, which is a very nice one. It is basically a love story, but a unique one. It talks about the love between a lover robot and a lady. Moreover, delicate desserts are shown once in a while…really nice looking ones… Though i don’t quite like the ending, but overall it is good as well as touching..

i went to jusco in bandar perda last friday to do some shopping. Finally i have bought one backpack which i’m going to use this november to cambodia…( yeah!! can’t wait for the day to come) Besides, i also bought some clothes for my mum, little sis and myself too. I also went to try out the big apple donuts and my, i love them so much… Thought of going back yesterday but was rushing back to the dull campus for stuying. I think i can only taste them again after this final ends. Sigh~

Anyway, good luck for my friends who are facing final. Jia you and gambatte..