蕙之世界

短短的两天， 就受到双重打击的小红，

能够重振信心，全力以赴吗？？

敬请期待。

今天的我，很‘切公’。

考试2.15pm开始的。

进入考场后，主监考官就在台上讲考试规则。

讲啊讲，讲到最后，说了一句：Good luck!!!

听完这句后，我就开始动笔回答问题。

哇，糟糕，英文到用时方恨少。

尽然很难写出像样的文章。

很快的，就来到了三点半。

心想：还剩半个小时而已，该用最快的速度来完成最后一遍文章。

终于在一口气写完最后一遍文章后，已是四点了。

就在认为自己终于赶得及完成所有的题目当时，

台上传来主监考官的声音：For LHP 452 students, you still have another 15 minutes.

咦，对hor, 考试是到4.15pm的。

自己到底在紧张什么？

这样还好。

出了考场后，

才知道自己提早开始回答问题。

那主监考官说Good luck时，才2.00pm。

我却以为是可以开始作答了。

结果就真的忘记考试是2.15pm在才开始。

最重要的是，后面的朋友问我为什么动笔了，我却没听到。

而且在身边走过的监考官也没阻止我停笔。

这一切都是出了考场才懂得。

看来，昨天的考试真的把我折腾到傻掉了…

昨天晚上，头疼得很厉害。

不知是因为考试时用脑过度，

还是喝了milo mocha 的后遗症。

那时，多么希望有人能帮我按摩头。

突然，才记起以前中学时期，

念书念到累时，妈妈会用她温柔的双手帮我们姐妹按摩头部。

妈妈的按摩非常舒服，还能有解压，解头痛的效果。

真的好怀念啊~

i believe i can fly- R. Kelly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I’m leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there’s nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence, it can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me
But first I know it starts inside of me
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there’s nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there’s nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

this song is dedicated to whoever that’s trying to give up, especially YOU~ believe in yourself is the thing you need now..

Study those you feel you want to study and the more important ones first…

Don’t force yourself to study those you don’t like first or you don’t understand..

It’s very important to keep your mind wide open so that new knowledge can be interpreted and absorbed. Don’t feel scare with what you are going to learn and absorb from the notes.

Never feel studying is a difficult task. Do it with your heart..

Take it as if you are talking to the notes; try to understand them as if they are your friends…

You never feel boring or scare talking to friends, right?

So take studying as the same thing.

Time to go. i have to meet a new friend, photovoltaic.Wanna take this time to really know her and understand her.

So long…

p/s : don’t take me as an eccentric.. or am i ???

  当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
                  那并不代表你会选择他。
                         *我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
                  但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的? 

                  你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

                  *没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
                  可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
                  假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
                  其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现
的。
                  或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
                  但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久
了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
                  所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
                  他或许已经等你很久喽！

                  *当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
                  所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
                  如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不
过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

                  *所以请记住，
                  喝酒不要超过六分醉，
                  吃饭不要超过七分饱，
                  爱一个人不要超过八分

                  *那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
                  我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但
就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

                  *如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
                  爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
                  要道歉，也要道谢；
                  要认错，也要改错；
                  要体贴，也要体谅；
                  是接受，而不是忍受；
                  是宽容，而不是纵容；
                  是支持，而不是支配；
                  是慰问，而不是质问；
                  是倾诉，而不是控诉；
                  是难忘，而不是遗忘；
                  是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
                  是为对方默默祈求，
                  而不是向对方诸多要求；
                  可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
                  可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

Read this in an email and feel it is good. So just wanna share it here.

最近发生了许多事，自己的也好，家庭的也好，身心有点累。再加上大考就在眼前，所以这次怡保的短暂之旅无疑是一个放松自己的好机会。

自己的事，应该是完结的七七八八了。至于家庭的，现在能做的就只是等待结果和自我控制。很久没和家人一起去旅行了，即使这次目的地很近，至少也算是一次远足了。

 去了富山吃点心，也去喝了豆浆和白咖啡及吃著名的猪肠粉。吃得很饱很饱，回来秤一秤重了许多 =P

这两天，真的很自在，思想清晰了许多，虽然驾车很累，可是很值得。:)

p/s : 这短暂之旅真的感恩师尊及众佛菩萨保佑及加持。若没有这保佑，恐怕在去怡保时已经性命难保。真的谢谢及感恩。

嗡咕噜莲生悉地吽。

Went for an interview on tuesday. It was special as i was chosen to attend this interview by the lecturer. i went with all the blessings from family and friends. My sweetheart and daughters were so kind enough to comment on the attire and even borrowed me theirs. i was really touched deep down inside my heart. Even touching was seeing that little note put on my table… As for my family, they were really caring and gave me all the courage and wishes i need. It’s really heart warming seeing my mum and little sis reminded me what to bring and giving me their best supports ever. It’s really great to receive blessings from family and friends ^^

The interview was really a relaxing one. It was just like a chit-chat with a friend, except that the friend is newly made. Haha.. Well, the conversation was basically about me, like describing myself, what are my hobbies and all the ways to how i handle problems and what i’m after for the coming five years.

Besides the interview and the mock cheque presentation to the researcher, waht i can conclude from this short trip is that… it’s a FOODAY… Reached KL convention center in the morning and we were welcomed with breakfast. At 1230pm, there was lunch buffet, which was quite nice. i had to take nescafe tarik to revive myself, due to lack of sleep. After the interview session, it was dinner time in Traders Hotel, the restaurant name being something starts with Bo and ends with Chat one ( i don’t remember the name, cause i was lured by the food.. LOL ) It was a buffet also with japanse sushi, italian food, dim sum, mouth-watering desserts… Yummy yummy.. the cheese cake was really fantastic and super delicious!!!! Pity that we had to leave early for the flight around 0900pm. There went my tuesday, an interesting and enjoyable short trip to KL.

Just realised that, tuesday was the only day of the week that my mind did not wander around. It was the only day that i could stay focus on what i should be doing. i thought by now i should have regained my mind but somehow part of it is still lost out there. Maybe i shouldn’t listen to the song i am listening anymore, it somehow affects me.

Anyway, i should get prepared for the coming final examination. This coming week is my study week and the next three weeks i’ll face final and then FYP. It’s going to be a long path. Really need to leave all the negative thinking behind and start off into a new journey..

On my mark, get set, GO!!!!

p/s: all the best and good luck to all my friends who are facing final…

丁当 - 你为什么说谎

作词：刘沁 黄婷  作曲：刘沁

这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎

你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过 说我没等过难过
我也想说 也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来
你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过 说我没等过难过
我也想说 也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

你不能说我没有爱过 说我没等过难过
我也想说 也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

have been listening to this song since i got it.. don’t know why but it just attracts me… the melody, the lyrics… wanna upload the mv here but failed… due to unknown reasons… haha..maybe uploader not good enough…lol.. anyway, this is the only song i listen for the moment… :p